Selfish?

I've been feeling both selfish and justified lately, in wishing that Maxx would hurry up and get his car insured and on the road, so that I can have my car back steadily waiting in the driveway, so if I want to use it, all I need to do is walk outside, not hoof it up the hill to my sister-in-law's house, if Maxx hasn't bothered to ask me before going home if I might want to use it that day.

He's asked a couple of times if, when he gets his 1995 beater on the road, if we could then switch cars because I don't need to drive that much, only working in the office once every two weeks, but I have refused.  The Ford Fusion is mine ... it was purchased in my name, I have the insurance, and I have made every single car payment on this car ... as well as the Saturn Vue before it, and the SL1 before it, and the 1978 Ford Granada before it ... so by the time the Fusion is paid off I figure I will have shelled out about $100,000 in car payments.  No way am I trading that in for a POS 1995 car!

Lovely Luna!

Full moon last night, and I got home from my errands about 8pm, so I did have time to hope in a nice hot bath with one of my many bath fizzers, then hold a short full moon ceremony.  Short but sweet, and I felt so relaxed afterwards I lay down on the sofa for a while to watch my candles burning.

I even got to use one of my special candle holders ... it's a tea light holder with a frosted glass moon behind it.   Thought it was very appropriate, except that it is a quarter moon, not full!

Tests and Results

Having my second mammogram this year, as I just turned 41.

I guess it points to my state of emotional and mental health that I almost hope they find something.  After all, if I had to have a mastectomy, I would get my much-needed breast reduction without having to struggle and fail to get down to 178 pounds first ... and having less breast to bounce around being painful and awkward while exercising would be excellent!