Today is Maxx and my twelfth anniversary. We managed to get out to dinner tonight at Mrs Riches (and incidentally found out that the Food Network show which taped there last year is set to air on March 30th, apparently, "You Gotta Eat Here", so have to remember to mark that on my calendar to record).
....Oh, and have to remember to pull a couple of our crackers. They do have nice prizes in the ones we get from Superstore. If you wait until after Christmas and New Year's, and they still have any in stock and on sale, it's a great time to get them. We'll have to check next time we're there what's available (these ones are from last year).
But, tonight I fell asleep crying, realizing that today is also the third month anniversary of putting Merry to sleep.
I find it strange that while I still sometimes have dreams in which Shep or PV are still alive ... or have come back from the dead somehow ... since Merry passed any dreams in which he's played a part, he's been and remains dead. It makes me feel guilty, and cheated. Why can't I have him back sometimes, however briefly, even in my dreams?
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